"When no one is joining in on your pity party, maybe its time you left too."
I found this quote tonight and I loved it! I was definitely having a pity party and it wasn't getting me anywhere. I am done, over it, ready to get past it.
I was falling back into my old ways and making excuses...those dang old Suzie excuses. I have been a slacker--I've not been Physiqueing. Yes, I've done my Physique 57 workouts here and there so I could tell myself that I was Physiqueing but I really wasn't. I've had a ton on my mind lately - a lot of heart ache and hurt feelings and stress so I was ignoring all kinds of stuff and making all kinds of excuses not to do my Physique 57 workouts. I was telling myself that my pants aren't really too tight; my unmentionables still fit....blah blah blah...so I must be in good shape. Yeah, right!!. The only person who was miserable it seems was me...so I have turned over a new leaf...I'm not gonna worry about people or things that I cannot control and be thankful for who I am and what and I have and know that the people that mean the most to me are all that matter to me.
Well...now that I have that off my chest...I'm gonna brave it and do something I've been putting off doing for a long time because I just plain didn't want to do it...but...I'm posting the dreaded "before" picture to start my soon to be transformation! Arghhhhh, I guess if I see it I will want to change it !! I just noticed something so funny....notice the basket of magazines and Jessica Alba looking up at me as if she is saying...go Suzie go :)
I also set some realistic goals for myself. I figured if I was successful in giving up Starbucks for Lent.....46 whole days and I didn't cheat once...then I can Physique until June when I go see my Jersey Girl and my SIL and my grand puppy.
When I head to Jersey City...
I'm gonna do this....
And reward myself with this :)
So, I'm super happy to say that I'm feeling pretty good tonight. I'm happy to be back Physiqueing....I'm feeling really really good. I got some gentle little nudges along the way from H & N to get me back on track. My Baby Girl told me just the other day that the hardest part is getting started again (she was right, as usual) and N said that pressing "play" is the first step. Well ladies...I'm back.
Fun blog updates will be coming...I have a ton of fun stuff to share. My baby boy got married...I've been wanting to share the details and pictures with everyone. BTW...I got into that amazing MOG dress I was working towards and I felt amazing and looked lovely (if I do say so myself)...
So, until next time my fellow Physiquesians......remember to keep pulsing and squeezing :)