I must admit Tanya...I got my groove on but my groove was letting me down tonight :( My groove wasn't letting me move quite as much as I wanted to. I just didn't feel 100% tonight. I went to the eye doctor today for my exam (I haven't been since I had my Lasik surgery over 3 years ago) and the drops that she put in my eyes are still bothering me and on top of that I was hit with the totally unexpected...she said I have mild cataracts! WHAT! I can't have cataracts. I'm not old, I don't feel old. I'm a Physique 57 girl. I think the news bummed me out so much that I just couldn't focus on my Physiqueing tonight. I got really tired really fast. My thighs hurt, my shoulders hurt, my legs hurt...and I just couldn't finish. I made it thru 30 minutes then I had to throw in the towel. I'm not proud of that fact but the old Suzie would not have even started. The old Suzie probably would have gone to sulk with a big frozen yogurt or an In-n-Out Burger... but not the new Suzie. The new Suzie at least gave it a shot. I'm proud of myself for that.
On a brighter note..I'm finally mastering push-ups - modified as they are, but I'm doing them. I couldn't even do 1 a month ago, now I can do 10!! That's because I'm Physiqueing on a regular, consistent basis. Woot Woot for me!!! Woot Woot for Physique 57!!
Also...I'm still working towards that Mother of the Groom dress goal. I've been looking at dresses and I know that I want to be a cool, young looking Mother of the Groom not some old looking, cataract having Mother of the Groom.
I don't want to wear something like this:
I really want to wear something like this.
OK...enough. I'm done with my pity party. Tomorrow is a new day. My eyes will be better. I will be in a better mind set. I am not gonna worry about the cataracts but I am going to renew my AARP membership and get the free stuff at Denny's....people with cataracts deserve at least that :)
So...until next time my fellow Physiquesians....